Well, i finally "have-to-make-the-time" to type it in here, biasa lah dah anak ke-2 memory lost melampau. Disini benci. Anyhow, i'm sorry to put this blog on krik krik krik mood. Gotta put blame on the instagram thou, addicted tahap jebon. Esok menjawab la kat masyar.
it was on 2nd-August and I was an overdue blue whale. The birth contraction started bila aku accidentally termakan durian masam, cerryberry malam tu bebeh. Like No mercy punya. Then I recalled what dato' zarul told me
Bila usus active, rahim pun turut active sebab usus perut and rahim pregnant woman duduk sebelah sebelah.
...malam tu ajak arief pegi clinic and doctor gave me few prescription and if i still cherryberry must go straight to the hospital.
11PM :
Cherryberry stopped tapi perut memulas nak berak tapi kenot berak. Malam tu sampai mimpi bercakap cakap "Apehal la sakit lagi perut ni..". Tapi kuasa mengantuk tu lagi padu daripada sakit, tido la jugak walaupun walaupun walaupunnnn lena ku panjang---- {eh ternyanyi polak}
the last days wearing the belly.
August 3rd,2016:
Makin sakit, tapi taknak berak cis bedebah. 10.30 sharp, paksa arep bawak pegi hospital DANG dalam kereta dia cerita pasal life-as-a-boring-engineer tu LOL AKU TAKMO DENGAQ AKU SAKIT PEROT EVEY 2MIN KOT.
Arrived at the hospital, must do all the CTG to check the baby heart rates along with the VE. I was only 2cm dilated and was about to give up {engko buat perangai la bebi, nak ikut jejak kakak 2 hari baru nak keluor ke cemana} bare with me, i was in major pain. BUT, the doctor said my contraction graph was 9.5 dah masetu, paling high. So what the do, they "help" me with the opening, Vaginal Massage gitu lepas tu bleed HAHAHAHAHAAH saja nak bagi geli sikit.
Sebab this time birth plan nak beranak dekat kerajaan {gatal}, so kena hadap la ape saja consequences such as, katil tak cukup. Demmit, i was in major pain and they can just provide me a green-slippery-non-comfy sofa. Menangis bucu katil. Then walk in this head nurse dengan slumber je buat announcement,
Kita mintak maaf kepada semua para ibu, ward semua penuh. Sepatutnya sehari kita terima 30 pesakit sahaja, tapi harini ada 80 orang""
Uiii masa tu memang dah nak abugit dah muka nurse tu dah. When can i get my bed and get the jab kalau 80 orang sekali masuk {jab untuk kasi tidur}. Immediate terus bayang muka dato' zarul, what on earth i was thinking.
3PM :
another round of VE and 3cm dilated and get the vaginal massage again with hope the opening will be much faster. Went to the toilet rasa nak berak cherry berry I was like
Dang aku kena troll ke ape, ni nak berak ke nak beranak ni??
Went to the toilet, kenot berak. Lepas tu try to stand up OMAK ATOK EKAU APO BONDO SAKIT NAU NAU NI. Kemari la 3 orang huge belly ladies try to help me to sit down, and called up the doctor..
Ehhh doctor cube check balik dia ni, sakit teruk sangat ni...
OMG i was so touched walhal dia pun sikit lagi nak terberanak.
Doctor asked me to get on the CTG bed and checked, i was 4cm je. EH BABY WHY YOU NO MAKE IT FASTER. SAKIT GILA KOT. NAK MATIKKK.
They have no choice but to jab me on the butt dekat situ jugak. Maka menanglah shukriah 1 katil CTG dari 4 katil yang ada dekat situ. Air mata works baby hahaha-DONT. aku memang nangis sakit gila.
Yadadadada---they poked me at the but, was trying to sleep and i couldn't. Called up the nurse and ask her again, why is it so painful, I supposedly can sleep an hour or 2. They checked me again..
Ohhh puan, dah 6cm ni, kita tukar bajulah and masuk LR. Kita tolong pecahkan ketuban.
....the moment after the poked me, the situation become panic.
PARA-2 IMMEDIATE LR BABY DAH BERAK.
I was krik krik krik EH DAH NAK BERANAK KE? AKU INGAT BERANAK ESOK {boleh?}
Siap je salin uniform pink, they checked me again...
FULL FULL FULL.
Cuak dia Tuhan saja yang tau. The thought of coming to the hospital to check either still food poisoning or nak beranak turn out memang about time to give birth. Takut siot, tak prepare mental 0.5saat.
at 2nd pushed along with my hysteria scream, the boy is out. But the boy has to be taken to the ICU due to stressed and I have GBS {jangan tanya, google sendiri}.
But he's a hero, siap je jahit session, nurse pushed his cradle to me.
cium cium bau tempoyak NOT. hehehe. 3.81kg babyboi. Healthy as he is today.
baby kena on antibiotic sebab GBS. cursed you GBS.
we named him Na'il Ibrahim.
Na'il : Pencapai
Ibrahim : Nabi Ibrahim AS.
Moga Nail mendapat syafaat ahklak dan ketaqwaan just like Nabi Ibrahim, which also oftenly called in Tahkyat.
Big sister make her 1st visit without feeling awkward pun. ye la, syndrome gap anak 4 tahun kan, dia sorang je kena tatang, now jumlah kasut raya dah kena bahagi samarata dengan adik LOLOLOLOL.
Asadi je kay kids?
Jebon.
today Nailboi dah 5month old, soon dah start solid food, baru harini ada birth chronology. Tu pun dah malas nak taip ni. K lah nail, jadilah ye hutang 0-0. Ekekekekeke.
Wassalamu
The very best is yet to come,
Cik Puan Shukriah Jasni
