AMARAN. This entry might bit berjelar and tune it to diary reading.
Apa yang di gelabahkan sangat? Apa yang di takutkan sangat? Apa yang di fikirkan terlampau sangat?
Beranak.
Please, I started to feel uneasy ever since dr.Zarul told me I'll be in labour for coming 2 weeks. It has been drag away since last 2 days til today. I couldn't sleep well. I keep thinking alot. My back is in pain. And I keep doing research everything that related to First Time Give Birth. What to prepare, what to do..
Other then that,
since past 2 days jugak.. I started to feel mild cramping (I could not guess if is it contraction as I don't have any experience rasa kontraksi tu macam mana).. baby rapid movement did hurt my lower abdomen and my ari ari. And.. I am facing serious back pain and I can't do anything about it.
Perasaan nak berak tapi tak berak. Faham? is like you're confusing your brain system.
Eh aku ni nak berak ke? Apesal pegi toilet tak berak?
Ke sebab aku terlalu nervous so aku rasa nak berak?
Ke aku nak berak tapi sebenarnye nak terberanak?
SEE! PARANOID GILA!
I even texted mama and arief and asked either I'm really on my way of labour pain or I'm just being very paranoid? Besides, at my current stage, I am not that soon or not too late to have the baby coming anytime from now .. so I do have to ve 110% ready kalau tiba tiba nak terberanak. But I do hope it is according to what we had plan with my gynae..
Perkenankan doaku Ya Allah...
Through out some experience I read at few blogs, I hope i'm gonna be just fine. I don't know what is going to happen next but harapannya baik baik saja and I can normally give birth to my baby. Fiuh! And these symptoms that I'm currently facing now, are just small sign that the baby is on its way.
1st trimester - 3rd trimester of me
Latest huge me with 35weeks on Eid Qurban.
May every force be with me. InsyaAllah!
eyy takutnya. masuk labour room pakai cenni boleh?
The best is yet to come
CikPuan Shukriah Jasni
