So.. i been keeping this thing for awhile. Not feel much to talk about it BEFORE. sebab rasa macam ni mungkin bersifat 'sementara' sahaja. But now.. I need to spit it all out! (tak marah cuma menengaskan.LOL)
Ahh.. where to begin. Pregnant women have this one long symptom called Mood Swings. Mula mula aku ingat 'oh ok normal, because I'm pregnant so I got this license to get moody all the time'. BUT I WAS WRONG. I shouldn't get moody all the time as it will effect my baby. Maafkan mak nak, nanti mak 'hantar' makanan sedap banyak banyak as my apologize ok! *celet sikit*.
But to be honest, memang tak boleh lawan perasaan MS ni. Hormone is hormone. Kadang kadang tu duduk dalam bilik fikir balik, dah macam orang meroyan pun ada. MINI MEROYAN. Orang tua kata meroyan ni penyakit. Tapi selepas bersalin. MasyaAllah, mula la kalut nak google sama ada aku ni dah ada symptom nak meroyan?! Telan air liur banyak banyak. See there are some scenario where make me easily go moody
Husband. Yes! Bila arief tak penuhi kehendak aku, aku akan meroyan menangis PLUS merajuk. Ishhh mesti dah berat neraca durhakanya aku ni. Bila Arief tak spoiled aku. Then I started to feel I'm the most ugly-fat-pale-blue whale. Then he'll explained to me that he's tired with his packed schedule and I just can't accept it. Mula la aku nak tidur luar la, taknak tidur la, kacau dia la till at one point he just ignore me totally! Melampaunyaa!! But gotta admit, deep down inside if were him, I'll do the same thing. LOL. Mengada sangat. Hentuk guna kayu hockey baru ada akai.
Are there any ways of medicines so I can get rid of this moody thinghy? ATLEAST I can control it sampai beranak. Letihnya menangis, letihnya nak merajuk, letihnya tak boleh bawak diri nak perhatian selalu. Berdosanya rasa explain tapi terasa betul myself need help. Ni mesti pasal hati aku ni keras sangat dak? Ishh insaf..
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