I'm not sure 'hate' is suitable to tittle people who I find bothering me with their attitude,
or perhaps just me..
either I annoyed people or they really are annoying me.
See.. I easily get pissed off. I easily get moody and when I do I just hate them.
jangan terbawak sangat pembawakan budak tu
No doubt, it started few weeks ago where I started to have this unpleasent hormones.
I want to be pleased.
I want people to follow my way.
I want people to give me some space.
and I want what I want.
Siapa tukang tanggung?
Sure is my husband.
I hate him too sometimes. some say its normal and it happens (cheerish ey?)
I can't stand to look at him even a sec, but at the same time I want him to butter me up.
Crancky am I?
His like a 'punch bag' now.
People bother me I cry and put all the blame on him.
If he coming home late, I refuse to talk to him.
If he refuse to take me out, I cried
If he refuse to give what I want, I'll be in the room till night
If he didn't call me at all at day, I'll turn off the phone
If he messed the house, no he didn't. He's the one who helped me with chores a lot..
(explained to him that I can't do it alone and soon I can't do it anymore as the baby is rapidly growing)
its in my vein. I have to clean up the house for him as he provide me shelter.
I do pity him.
Morning classes, hockey training at night, game every weekend.
But still he helped me, with stuff at home.
and its not fair thou, and sometimes I feel isn't fair for me as well
Ahh perangai
His busy now. and I'm busy too in the morning at work.
something that we both have to bare.
He came late at night and I'm too tired to stand till midnight.
right after served him dinner, I'll go to bed.
and I'm just missing old days
spoiled.
and fun.
baby will be out few month coming,
December.
I hope when little B is out, this madness stress atoms will go away.
I miss having fun with my husband.
Busy him is busy.
