lil Jumper is finally here

di manakah keadilan anak ke-2 when his birth chronology about to be blog when he's already 5month old? dunia ini kejam. Drama.

Well, i finally "have-to-make-the-time" to type it in here, biasa lah dah anak ke-2 memory lost melampau. Disini benci. Anyhow, i'm sorry to put this blog on krik krik krik mood. Gotta put blame on the instagram thou, addicted tahap jebon. Esok menjawab la kat masyar.

it was on 2nd-August and I was an overdue blue whale. The birth contraction started bila aku accidentally termakan durian masam, cerryberry malam tu bebeh. Like No mercy punya. Then I recalled what dato' zarul told me

Bila usus active, rahim pun turut active sebab usus perut and rahim pregnant woman duduk sebelah sebelah.

...malam tu ajak arief pegi clinic and doctor gave me few prescription and if i still cherryberry must go straight to the hospital.

11PM :

Cherryberry stopped tapi perut memulas nak berak tapi kenot berak. Malam tu sampai mimpi bercakap cakap "Apehal la sakit lagi perut ni..". Tapi kuasa mengantuk tu lagi padu daripada sakit, tido la jugak walaupun walaupun walaupunnnn lena ku panjang---- {eh ternyanyi polak}

the last days wearing the belly.

August 3rd,2016:

Makin sakit, tapi taknak berak cis bedebah. 10.30 sharp, paksa arep bawak pegi hospital DANG dalam kereta dia cerita pasal life-as-a-boring-engineer tu LOL AKU TAKMO DENGAQ AKU SAKIT PEROT EVEY 2MIN KOT. 

Arrived at the hospital, must do all the CTG to check the baby heart rates along with the VE. I was only 2cm dilated and was about to give up {engko buat perangai la bebi, nak ikut jejak kakak 2 hari baru nak keluor ke cemana} bare with me, i was in major pain. BUT, the doctor said my contraction graph was 9.5 dah masetu, paling high. So what the do, they "help" me with the opening, Vaginal Massage gitu lepas tu bleed HAHAHAHAHAAH saja nak bagi geli sikit.

Sebab this time birth plan nak beranak dekat kerajaan {gatal}, so kena hadap la ape saja consequences such as, katil tak cukup. Demmit, i was in major pain and they can just provide me a green-slippery-non-comfy sofa. Menangis bucu katil. Then walk in this head nurse dengan slumber je buat announcement, 

Kita mintak maaf kepada semua para ibu, ward semua penuh. Sepatutnya sehari kita terima 30 pesakit sahaja, tapi harini ada 80 orang""

Uiii masa tu memang dah nak abugit dah muka nurse tu dah. When can i get my bed and get the jab kalau 80 orang sekali masuk {jab untuk kasi tidur}. Immediate terus bayang muka dato' zarul, what on earth i was thinking.

3PM :

another round of VE and 3cm dilated and get the vaginal massage again with hope the opening will be much faster. Went to the toilet rasa nak berak cherry berry I was like

 Dang aku kena troll ke ape, ni nak berak ke nak beranak ni??

Went to the toilet, kenot berak. Lepas tu try to stand up OMAK ATOK EKAU APO BONDO SAKIT NAU NAU NI. Kemari la 3 orang huge belly ladies try to help me to sit down, and called up the doctor..

Ehhh doctor cube check balik dia ni, sakit teruk sangat ni...

OMG i was so touched walhal dia pun sikit lagi nak terberanak.

Doctor asked me to get on the CTG bed and checked, i was 4cm je. EH BABY WHY YOU NO MAKE IT FASTER. SAKIT GILA KOT. NAK MATIKKK.

They have no choice but to jab me on the butt dekat situ jugak. Maka menanglah shukriah 1 katil CTG dari 4 katil yang ada dekat situ. Air mata works baby hahaha-DONT. aku memang nangis sakit gila.

Yadadadada---they poked me at the but, was trying to sleep and i couldn't. Called up the nurse and ask her again, why is it so painful, I supposedly can sleep an hour or 2. They checked me again..

Ohhh puan, dah 6cm ni, kita tukar bajulah and masuk LR. Kita tolong pecahkan ketuban.

....the moment after the poked me, the situation become panic.

PARA-2 IMMEDIATE LR BABY DAH BERAK.

I was krik krik krik EH DAH NAK BERANAK KE? AKU INGAT BERANAK ESOK {boleh?}

Siap je salin uniform pink, they checked me again...

FULL FULL FULL.

Cuak dia Tuhan saja yang tau. The thought of coming to the hospital to check either still food poisoning or nak beranak turn out memang about time to give birth. Takut siot, tak prepare mental 0.5saat.

at 2nd pushed along with my hysteria scream, the boy is out. But the boy has to be taken to the ICU due to stressed and I have GBS {jangan tanya, google sendiri}.

But he's a hero, siap je jahit session, nurse pushed his cradle to me.

cium cium bau tempoyak NOT. hehehe. 3.81kg babyboi. Healthy as he is today.

baby kena on antibiotic sebab GBS. cursed you GBS.

we named him Na'il Ibrahim.

Na'il : Pencapai

Ibrahim : Nabi Ibrahim AS.

Moga Nail mendapat syafaat ahklak dan ketaqwaan just like Nabi Ibrahim, which also oftenly called in Tahkyat.

Big sister make her 1st visit without feeling awkward pun. ye la, syndrome gap anak 4 tahun kan, dia sorang je kena tatang, now jumlah kasut raya dah kena bahagi samarata dengan adik LOLOLOLOL.

Asadi je kay kids?

Jebon.

today Nailboi dah 5month old, soon dah start solid food, baru harini ada birth chronology. Tu pun dah malas nak taip ni. K lah nail, jadilah ye hutang 0-0. Ekekekekeke.

Wassalamu

The very best is yet to come,

Cik Puan Shukriah Jasni

I'M NOT OVERDUE! So no baby yet.

Incase you wondering, I am still wearing my belly on with weight 79kg NET. (lets pray it just remain there ok). Surprisingly or not so surprise, I am still pregnant.. and from the latest appointment with dato' he said..

"shukriah, i accidentally miss calculate your EDD. You-Are-Not-Overdue (give his decent smile).."

WHY ON EARTH?! I was all prepare to have this boy out. and sure still do! be relevant.. nobody want to be forever pregnant ye dak? YE KE TIDAK? Thou the news a bit disappointing to listen and swallow, I am still trying...so hard...to be positive (and again with the hormone) telling myself,

"Allah's Plan tak pernah salah, have some patient". 

But trust me, to cope with myself and SABAR is never easy, but I am really trying. susah babe, susah.

For this second pregnancy, I went to 2 place for check up. Satu Klinik Kesihatan and PMC, Sungai Buloh. I did ask for induce labor (ENGKO NENGOK MACAM MANA TAK PENYABARNYE SI SHUKRIAH NI!) from KK and the answer came out really tearing. Aku nangis dalam kereta babe. Cari nahas sendiri pegi question pasal induce labor, lepas tu nak meroyan sendiri. Obviously they will not put you into force labor unless you have threaten pregnancy.
Bila dah start meroyan mula lah aku effecting people that close to me (read : Arief and Mek Raysha). Ugut ugut arief to take me jalan.. else I will annoy him. Mudahan masa in labor nanti sempat la mintak ampun kikiki. And pitty kakak who wanted my attention but all i did was not the best for her. Shayang Mek who still sleep bawak tiak acam ibu!

it has been almost 2weeks since my maternity leave started (without the baby YET), and the usual the overdue mother gets (thou i am out of overdue league), people keep calling and texting and visiting asking about adik raysha. OMAI-ALLAH ITS GETTING ON MY NERVE! So what I do, I just buat bodo and try not to haggling with my phone so much.

no more question please, cope with me. I will tell ya'll once I push this boy out safely. Doakan please.

To be honest, this wasn't my 1st actually. I get this with raysha's pregnancy as well. I was sooo unmotivated knowing that some of my friends dah popout dah! Almost all of em' except me. I'm still in my penguin costume. I had this 4 years ago! Baca Sini  and Try Sini Pulak. The thing is, aku ni je yang gelojoh sangat sometime (taknak mengaku lagi tu). I THINK I am all prepared, mentally, physically but I believe that He knows that it just not time yet. And I bet lil boy inside will be all ready when he's ready to make his debut and meet us Baba, Ibu and Raysha (still tak boleh terima actually nak panggil dia kakak. Aku geli. Mind we just call her Raysha instead)

To those who ask and waiting for the news, I am apologizing for not answering any of your buzz, it get me more distress. But I truely appreciate all your concern *krik krik krik*. Let's pray for the best and hope for smooth delivery soon.

p/s : the soon means, we have the bloody show yesterday and the placenta been harden 10-15-20 mins gaps. and.. 39weeks and 4days pregnant. 

The very best is yet to come

Cik Puan Shukriah Jasni

Over my 2nd pregnancy journey.

Where to begin really, ahhhh...
Assalammualaikum kom ape kombet bet ape betmen (tau salah).
I dunno what to blog really. To lazy to generate le brain but im hungry for curry. A very warm meehun curry with lots of kerang in it. I weight 74.6kg this morning. The worst weight achievement ever in my 25years in life.

ce layan lagu ni while you're reading my crap writing. hey this take me effort to blog, fighting with hormones here.. work with me please.

to be true, Dato' couldn't find the fetus heartbeat from our 1st visit. Not just the heartbeat, but the image of the "tiny dot" pun.  I was pretty scared thou, that it might be just my "imaginary" pregnancy (because i want to get pregnant so bad!). Dato' afraid that this pregnancy can be effected from the previous medicine he gave me due to my lab result from pap-smear. Couple of weeks pass, i was mourning thinking about that the baby might not be happening yet. BUT... I have sickness! The thing that I never experienced the time I carry Raysha. I tot it just normal, but when we went for another scheduled visit with Dato, he showed me the Grim smile when I told him about the-all-day sickness I'm having. 

That means you show a good progress. The hormone is happening! Goooooodd!

For Allah sake its good?? I'm a half monster all day, A good monster. Ihiks.

but of all the above drama I'm going thru (...and so do arief. AND raysha too), lil nugget finally showed itself to the screen and let us hear the heartbeat tapping like horses running gitu. What a champion!

We both passed our fragile days and we are now 6month pregnant. Alhamdulillah. Lil Nugget is doing great, and so do ibu's weight. Yahoooo mati la engko shukriah pantang esok. Jebon. 

And for now, lil nugget show itself as a babyboi.

 (insert confetti here).

 At 17weeks pregnant I asked dato' if we are able to know the baby sex, and again at 21weeks 

(as i can recall. telan banyak semut dah). InshaAllah, adik Raysha is a boy. 

As a mother, i can feel it that "ni mesti gang arep ni" and alhamdulillah.. maybe no 3 girl? HAHAHAHA.

I guess this is all for now. Sorry for any broken language or whatsoever. Please pray for my health and lil me inside. 

Me : Arief.. nanti baby keluar mesti pelik kan.

Arief : Kenapa pulak?

Me : kita dah 4 tahun jaga pepek, tahun ni jaga burung.

Arief : ..... -___- kenapa nak pelik pulak?

The very best is yet to come

CikPuan Shukriah Jasni

Fungal vs Unexpected Pregnancy!

you know, its pretty hard to find the exact correct mood to feel alive to write again?
I've been lazy since EVER! since I have nothing much  to do, andd...surprisingly I didn't feel like sleeping today, and the hormones lead the fingers and brain to spit all crap in here. Cope with me, I'm with hormones and 2month pregnant. Oh yes, the usual kepochi-Me, I couldn't hold the news for so long as I did from previous pregnancy where I tell the news at 2nd trimester.

we are pregnant for no.2! AND I PEE-ED ON THE EXPENSIVE UPT TEST EVER.

The chronology goes...

We've been trying to conceive for past 4 month since I secretly removed my IUD. It happens that I gave up on the 4 month of trying. Making baby are hard I tell ya. Its all about the schedule, fertilization, releasing egg ya da da ya da ya da. Tetiba time ni aku rasa 

"heh Dr. Zarul cakap aku subur amat past 3 years tu macam tak boleh pakai je..'' (aci?)

i'm always on rush..typical me. Kalut. kalau boleh dan dan tu jugak nak mengandung like there's no tomorrow.

So since I giving up, I started to drink coffee (well not exactly coffee, coffee, its a 3 in 1), plus while in the process of TTC pun I have problem with fungal that make me over paraNOID THAT I THINK I MIGHT HAVE CANCER GILA! we did twice lab test and it came out I just have infection and that's all.

...just about the day where I received my scheduled medication, my body feel all bloated. From that weird feeling, I actually knew I'm pregnant. BUT... i took the medicine anyway all i want is to get better from the fungal problem. Yet.. i didn't let the thought go.

Right after tomorrow, I asked my officemate to get for me a UPT test.

....so i pee on it.

I was.......SMILLING and directly sent this picture to Dr. Zarul assistant who happen to be my school friend (nyiiooohhh). Oh i sent this picture to areif also, and HE REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT! suka hati la labu~

yet, malam tu paksa jugak arief beli another test from 7E, kikikikiki

the result I got before solat subuh. and right away I get all the nausea MENGADA~

i left it in the bathroom for arief to see it,

YET MAMAT TU TAKNAK PERCAYA? kwajo...

tapi sis ok je. 

Alhamdulillah for raysha's adik, ibu's 2nd bumper and Arep jr. 2.

and today..we are coping with ibu's tiredness, sleeping all the time and sometime out of sudden, nausea, eating problems and 65kg at 2month pregnant. Please pray for us and lil fetus inside me.

ah yes, Raysha is 3! by the time we welcome adik (Allah's will) she will be 4. 

Raysha : Ibu 'kakak' lipat kain.

Ibu : TAKNAK LAH PANGGIL KAKAK, panggil Raysha je. Ok?

Raysha : ISHHHH NI KAKAK YAAA!

Ibu : Suka hati lah.

adik, the Picky Eater.

The very best is yet to come

CikPuan Shukriah Jasni.

Making the rumors come to true.

Its been weeks since I abandon this blog, oh let just say its what I usually do.. meehhh :p
Assalammualaikum dear readers, (if there any)

so it has been a month and so since I start working. Raysha is now enjoying her daycare school, and now she have lots of friends, thou sometimes she is not at her good behavior. Still try to blend in kot. Take your precious time baby.

Despite of making this entry that looks like its an open diary, I have nothing sort motivate or informational entry to update pun but nak tunggu the clock hit 5PM WHERE ARIEF CAN PICK ME UP AND HEADING HOME. (tetiba nak caps lock confuse tanda teruja or marah), back to the main reason of non-reasonable of blogging, here are little here and there what's going on for the past month.

Raysha is getting bigger yet thinner and taller. She is 2 years and 9 month today alhamdulillah (kesat ayaq mata). My baby girl is no longer small. As mentioned from the 2nd graph, while i'm at work raysha is at daycare. To adapt with her behavior changes is quite testing kot, dah belajar banyak perangai.  Semakin pandai membetah. Kelakar pun ada, rasa nak cubit lagi ada :D

my Mek Raysha Ammara anak Arep Sekandar.

Kurus? I know, people keep saying about it. Raysha sangat anti-asian food or let just put it she DISLIKE eating. (That should have been me who dislike eating la so I can get kurus T__T). And despite with her 'grown' look, people keep asking me about ''producing'' her adik. Since its getting on my nerve, I usually reply "Cuba tanya mek raysha dia jawab ape....~" So if they are stupid enough to hear answer from a 3 years old kiddo, be my guest.

Last week, mek raysha have to be admitted to the hospital twice due to high fever and swollen tonsils. From the previous febrile fits she had, mestilah ibu is wayyy to trauma and paranoid. Kesian both her hands kena cucuk sana sini, tapi ibu lega as long as we are close with the doctor i can atleast less my worries to 0.00001%. Alhamdulillah she's all better now and mudahan sampai besar. I felt sorry sebab she have to fit in dengan environment baru sampai demam, but thats the phase baby. 

tepek muka kesian satu.

I guess my mood of typing down is getting pretty much low now. Its 9th day of Ramadhan of 2015 so I hope you guys grab/do as much pahala as you can. Its a precious month I admit and please make a new refresh relationship with Quran. Please make dua for me as well, may we be istiqomah on pleasing Allah SWT forever and ever. (and you can pray may I rajin to update for Raya preparation which I haven't start any yet.. nyiohhh perasan!) till then :)

I turned 24 on 11th and thats my pop, He's 56 on 13th June.

just some FYI. lewls!

The very best is yet to come

CikPuan Shukriah Jasni

Arief is ageing!

Lev me laik yu du lev lev lev me laik yu du

lagu ni je duk play around my head past few days, terus rasa in love nak bikin entry buat arep sekandar. 

Anyway the videoclip Love Me Like You Do tu masyaAllah wiwiwiwiw bahana~

My arief (geli geli my arep mesti dia tengah sengih nak bahan aku), turned 23rd on 23.April last 2 weeks. Nothing much to prepare pun sebab I was unemployed lol takdak duit to get extra nice gift but hey! you married a baker (READ: Amateur Baker) So I baked you stuff, you know you pour the eggs in you sift the floor and things.

On the night of 22. April, I baked him A Mug cake which the scenario on the day tu, aku scroll facebook nampak a simple recipe how to bake a mug cake, so I thought waiii nooott ai terai dis? simple gell. And I did try the recipe end up my microwave did not agree with my unexpected plan, the mug cake was the BURNED-STINK-YUCKEK cake! Fret not, I did the 2nd attempt, STILL FAILED. Why you no friendly with me microwave I only have 10 mins je kot ish la. Dengan hati ikhlas and tanpa serba salah, topped with fresh cream and drizzled a bit with nutella and wallah!

...and with the help of raysha

' Here goes baba, your burned birthday mug cake! Terima lah dengan konsep redo level 8, you don't wanna hurt Ibu's feeling kaaannnss..''

raysha test dulu izit beracun ke dak, NOT. 

Surprisingly Arief ate the whole mug cake (TIPU), he did ate the cake I can say suku of the mug la tanpa menunjukkan memek muka kek tu adalah tahap geli nak makan. Sweet ye dak? Si bengis berhati pari pari lev me laik yu du lev lev mee.. *cut this crap out*

2 days before his birthday, I did plan a birthday dinner, just us and the rest of the family members. I picked WonderMama sebab I have this saved-in-my-memory the taste of their Nachos seeeedaaaaaaapppppppp! I wanted him to try, plus minus Arief mesti nak makan nasik dinner ni, so WonderMama seems perfect. (entry ni takde kena mengena dengan si blogger di taja oleh mana mana restaurant. Eh ada nak taja dak? lewls). Must try the Nachos tau and and and their Mango Smoothies mashaAllah sedut tak bersalah pun gula gula manis konsep diet kelaut aku ni jebon nye!

Hi Mok! ehhh mane ada kita acah je, Hi Jambu! ehhh acah lagi :p

memasing umur baru 24/23 tapi macam dah 31/32 *nangis T__T*

since raysha dah besaq ni, attempt of portrait-ing family picture memang almost failed. Ingat senang ke nak dapat chance ibu pose ayu ala ala Umi Nazeera ni? hmmmm

ha tengok tu tengok! Penuh drama konsep anak beranak ni. Kalau Ryan Seacrest buat Keeping Up with Sukiah and Arep confirm kaya raya aku ni hari hari makan nachos tau.

T___T boleh la dari takde. Anyway, I hope he love the dinner treat (he better do!) hahahaha. Selamat menempuh alam 23 tahun arep. Muda lagi awak ni. Di doakan jangan membuli shuk, jangan asik kiss raysha je habis ibu? (lol), of course ayat cliche tapi penuh dengan harapan.. Semoga sentiasa di bawah rahmat dan redhaNya pasal itu yang kita nak dalam dooonia ini. And semoga dapat membimbing shuk sampai syurga. Nak jumpa shuk kat syurga dak? keeee nak bidadari lain ni hah? 

I love you arep geli geli. Muka tu dah boleh jangan bebengis dah lagi takut kena abugit :)

I baked him a leggo-messy cake.

(shukriah ni acah acah humble tau! burned cake la messy cake la. nak ape kau ni? confused. lewls)

Dalam buruk buruk cenni pun orang nak order, jangan buang tebiat tau. Order benda lain dulu. Sekian.

The very best is yet to come

CikPuan Shukriah Jasni